I am not sure what my intention was when going into connection this morning. I was focussed a bit on Querida and Neige and their breathing struggles in this odd flooded environment we are currently having to accept as ours.
I have been working with Querida in connection and supporting her physically for a few weeks, and then suddenly Neige started showing signs of struggling with her breathing as well.
So I am now supporting her as my intuition tells me physically, but what of her emotions. Are they similar to Querida? Has she also painful memories to release? Has working with Querida given Neige the courage to let go too?
When I connected to her and asked her she wasn’t particularly forthcoming. The tarot was interesting though. I asked whose messages could help me with Neige’s physical, emotional and spiritual needs right now, and in response came Nautilus /Ace of Cups regarding her physical needs; The Raven / Magician regarding her emotional needs; and The Walrus / 8 of Cups regarding her spiritual needs. The Magician is Nr 1 in the Higher Arcana and to link to that we have the Ace of Cups. We are at the beginning of something. The Nautilus and the Walrus are linked to the Water Element – healing and cleansing. The Walrus and the Raven are both shapeshifters, so we are changing the shape of something. The Nautilus is about Divine Inspiration, the Raven offers Transformation and the Walrus symbolises tapping into the collective consciousness.
I let all this settle into my subconscious and this morning connected with both Neige and Querida.
They are beside me in connection as Acceptance and Courage.
The ancient man is standing in front of me.
I ask him “What Universal Truth do we need to know”?
“You are horse, raven, walrus, whatever you need to be in the moment. Know this.“
A feeling comes up deep in my chest as I take the form of horse. As this feeling rides up through the chest I sense an acceptance of not being able to breathe. Loving not breathing. Having the courage to accept what is, right now, and allow it to be, to it’s ultimate – to finish it’s journey.
We lay down and let go into peace. The ground embraces us.
The ancient man and the raven are watching us, keeping us safe.
We become the earth…..
Feeling what being the earth feels like and allowing it to settle, to be all of what the earth is. Our bodies always go back to earth.
Then a sense of the sun coming up . Slowly being sucked back into our bodies from the dust of the earth. Slowly, so as not to forget. Remember being earth.
Now we are the river. We flow as water, liquid and moving. We are the river, the sea, the raindrop. Feeling what being water feels like and allowing it to settle, to be all of what water is…
We are air now, transparent, moving, flow, twisting around all in our path. Flowing as water, but lighter.
We move towards the sun and become fire, searching, flickering, licking around obstacles, heavy but flowing also, cleansing, bringing everything back to dust..
We are called back to our bodies once more. We are all elements, all that is and all that will be.
The Ancient Man is in front of us, and the Raven.
“Be the Space to become what is required whenever you are called to it. Do not ground yourself, become the Earth. Do not immerse yourself, become the Water. Do not fly, become the Air; Do not burn, become the Fire.”
I will need to really allow these feelings to settle in and follow their guidance going forward. This is another level….